Trying.
June 25, 2007Another day for all of us. But today sure is better than the past days. Well, for me.
And really. Life must go on. Whether we like it or not, some pages in our story are better left unsaid and be forgotten in some way than just keeping them alive, making us feel the same pain over and over again. But I had to admit, this is harder than hard as you think. I mean, you kind of forget them sometimes, then after a while, you'll find yourself reliving the memories. It's more painful because you'll be waken up in the middle of dreaming and you'll evoke that you can't have them back.
One of the direst things you'll ever know is that, people somehow stopped missing you. But there must be something, right? Something that can put things back the way they were. Something that must've hindered it from happening. But, if what happened is the best way to be done, then, leave it there. Who knows? I mean, we're not yet at world's end. Maybe, everything will be made up someday. Not now.
