Melancholia.
April 4, 2007Hey guys! Wala lang. Feel ko lang magshare ngayon. Hindi na kasi ako nakakapagkwento e.
So, April 4 na ngayon. Ilang days na lang magbabakasyon na kami sa Singapore. It will be my third time to spend my summer at that country. Pero kahit ganun, parang, wala lang. Ang lungkot e. Although alam kong babalik din ako at 1 month and 2 weeks lang kami dun–something I know I should be thankful for. Normally kasi, whole summer kami nandun.
Ano nga bang meron?
Hindi ko kasi sineseryoso nung past months yung pagbabakasyon namin dun. Na parang, ok, wala lang yun, babalik din ako at sandali lang kami dun. Pero now that it's nearing, parang gusto kong bumalik sa past days na sana, I enjoyed every moment with the people I spend my everyday with.
Isipin niyo ng OA ako pero, malungkot talaga. Summer na nga lang meron tayo para magpakasaya kasama yung iba. Pag pasukan na, ipit na naman ang oras, daming ginagawa, laging busy. Tapos, lalayo pa ko. Mahirap pa dun, hindi uso ang unlimited sa roaming. Hahahh! Besides, hindi pinapadala sa'kin ng tatay ko phone ko.
Nakakapraning talaga. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Tapos, I can't see him everyday pa.
Nakakalungkot talaga.
Good luck na lang sa'kin. Sana hindi maisipan ng tatay kong magstay ako dun for good.
Fated.
April 2, 2007I know everyone doesn't have the license to get green-eyed of other people because we will never be the owners of the guys/girls we love. But I am also erudite with the fact that it has always been in human nature to love ardently, this leading to being selfish with everything about him/her.
To the girls: Isn't it too unbearable for us to see our special someones trifling with other girls that it gives us some kind of obsession that even a single text message from another girl tears us into pieces, and it feels like what is left for us is to confront the guys or worse, beat up that girl who seemed to be messing up with us?
To the guys: Doesn't it spoil your day knowing that your someones are getting close to another guy and the next dire thing is you find yourself in a state of consciousness that they are enjoying every part of their time together?
But why is it that girls treat other guys like they've got no one to hurt and guys treat other girls as if no one's getting jealous?
"Hurt not others with that which pains yourself."
-Buddha (5th century BC)
And the saying is true. I just can't figure out why majority carry on doing things to other people that when brought back to them, create this feeling of hatred to the person who has done it and pity to oneself.
But try to get over it. Causing major pain to the people around us is an inevitable thing that lots of times, we aren't even aware with what we are doing.
And the best thing to do? SAY SORRY. =D
